Trying to find the purpose in life. Soul searching for an answer. Land of the lost led my greedy hands, I stand stagnant. Im caught staring from the outside looking in. Wondering if there's place for me, well for me there isn't so I live in sin. A clear view seems miles away. Im still playing catch up. To a world that forgot me. Im just a number and a fuck up. This all leads me to believe that I am here for nothing. Took too much time to figure it out. All I want is to be something. I have swam through the deepest depths of my mind living in fear. Fear of what awaits for me. Fear that my end is near. The noose is pulled tighter. Tighter around my neck. Im fading out. I keep digging deeper. All I know is evil. Still searching.