Am I living in hell? My whole world collapsed. Beaten but not broken, I still felt the aftermath. Nothing will ever go right, so why should I try? Locked in a bind through the hands of time this is my own demise. You ever get the feeling that everything you do in your whole life is one big crock of shit? Growing up I never thought it come to this. Sometimes I wake up and don't want to deal with it. I find the burning flame deep in my soul. As long as the fire burns I keep my control. My fuse is running and im close to the edge. Ill fight this fucking world and have my revenge. I can't even look at myself, somethings got to give. No path to follow. I have no incentive. Where there's a will there's a fucking way. This battered soul has seen better days. Pressure just makes me stronger. It drives my hate. I won't take your shit anymore kid. Ill spit in your face.
released January 10, 2010
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